How can i find the real me?

I understand what you're going through because it's kinda happens to me every now and then. Here's the idea, "Who do you want to be?" if it's just the prettiest girl, then honey, girls will envy an hate you while guys will only think of you as "a piece of meat". You won't get respected all the time by that, PLUS you'll have an 'image' to live up to which will make you less happy. Images, stereotypes, and everything doesn't make you, YOU make you dear. No one will actually, truly like you until they know they're actually speaking to the real you. The ugly truth is better than a beautiful lie my friend. And if your friends don't like it, someone else will, I ure you. So, I'm not saying to tell them, I'm just saying to be yourself. If you lied to them too much, confess then, honesty is best. Think to yourself, "Who am I?" then write down a list of things that make you happy, sad, things you like, dislike, foods you like, dislike, a basic info sheet about what it is about you that seperates you from every other 14 year old out there! Doing this, you'll feel as if you know yourself. :D