HELP ME PLEASE!?!?!?!?

Well if she does'nt understand that you were going through a very hard time, then sounds pretty selfish to me. Friends with benefits at 15 though. Young men and women around your age, can't even think for themselves for the most part, and a relationship, will make your lives alot harder. But since I know how young people are, your going to do it one way or the other. so seems like she has some growing up to do. And you need to focus on your family issues, and yourself. If shes not there you will be fine.